[Chorus]

I’m struggling to see straight

I need to wake up

I’m struggling to make it

I need to wake up

I'm not sure how you do it

Or what I’m meant to do

All I know is I fell asleep

I need to wake up (yo)

[Verse 1]

It’s like my eyes are glued close

I’m frozen for the moment

No more emotion can hold this

Anger I’m holding in

Holding it for longer isn’t making me stronger

Just like I’m boutta fucking explode or something

But drop nothing

Cause I can’t form it into any words

Just aggressive yelling trash that I hurl at little girls

Like Noah, what am I doing now?

I fucking went to town, but it’s not the end, how?

I can’t even form a normal small fucking message now?

Everything needs to have motherfucking shock valuе now?

Everything needs to be yellеd? Hell with this shit im out

Like something’s wrong with my mouth

Lyrically pissing down

Hating on everything, but this time I’m not gonna shout

Bitch no more horsing around, but even though I’m more grounded

I still won’t take no shit, you talk it and I’ll knock you out

But when I stop and slow down, that’s when the fucking panic surrounds

[Chorus]

I’m struggling to see straight

I need to wake up

I’m struggling to make it

I need to wake up

I'm not sure how you do it

Or what I’m meant to do

All I know is I fell asleep

I need to wake up

[Verse 2]

Man, I was hyped to be back but the scatterbrain trapped me

Snapping, trying to map what I’m feeling but the pathways

Crack when I’m collapsing, every thought overlapping

Like I’m half asleep rapping, twisted intentions was a bad dream

Mad at me cause I wrote tracks stacked with passion

But the craft was slashing itself, messy, no balance

I hadn’t dropped albums since 2020 happened

I’d write but never mix it, couldn’t stitch shit, I was crashing

Vision blurry, drifting early, couldn’t word it

Knew the message burning in me, but I couldn’t fucking serve it

Turning pages, wasting phrases, pacing circles

Hurts cause I was certain the return would be universal

But it wasn’t, and I hate it, disappointment in my gut

All the work and it still sounded like a first attempt, fucked

Let me say it flat, I’m aware that my last album sucked

And I understand if I get dragged

But this time I’m back, I no longer feel like I’m-

[Chorus]

I’m struggling to see straight

I need to wake up

I’m struggling to make it

I need to wake up

I'm not sure how you do it

Or what I’m meant to do

All I know is I fell asleep

I need to wake up

[Verse 3]

Man, now I’m wide awake, finally shaking the fog off

Locked on everything I lost, now I’m making the cost worth it, I’m not

Stopping for a second, every record is a step

And I’m obsessed with the correction of the mess that had me falling off

Calling out the old me, broken, unfocused

Hopeless, choking on the weight I was holding

But now the rage is controlled, it’s loaded, I chose it

Aim it with intention instead of letting it explode shit

Back in motion, I’m sharper when I breathe slow

Knees broke, still I rebuilt shit, people don’t see though

5 years silent, now violent, but aligned with

Everything I tried to write then but couldn’t find it

Now I’m climbing, finally comfortable rhyming

Timing on point, every line is a reminder that I’m now rising

I was hiding in my head, now I’m ripping the cage up

And I’m never going back to being stuck in the dust

Because I was-

[Chorus]

Struggling to see straight

I need to wake up

I’m struggling to make it

I need to wake up

I'm not sure how you do it

Or what I’m meant to do

All I know is I fell asleep

I need to wake up