[Verse 1]
Yo
People give abusive parents benefit of the doubt
But that's delusive as hell, when they scream and they shout (ahh!)
And they’re taking it out, “Mom, what'd I do now”
“You're just being a prick, go to your room fucking now”
But when the abuse isn’t coming from in your home
At 8 years old, with a lady, family not your own
Do you own it even though they ain't blood, skin or bone
Or elbow her fucking head, bitch can die alone
All I wanted was a drink, but she's killing me
Restricting my water literally it's just villany (oh no..)
But do the opposite with food, she was forcе feeding me
Increasingly teasing mе, proceeding to beating me (ow)
This shit has been eating me, mistreating me, easily
And then I saw her name again, the other evening
“I'm Helen Houghton I wanna run the country (hehehe)”
Prime Minister? Please, your own kids get beat, haha
[Pre-Chorus]
Got sent to her house
But it's not safe out
Always mistreating me
Always just beating me
[Chorus]
How about I tell them all the truth about the yelling
All the pushing and shoving, I was living in hell then
I see the fake little smile, but nobody you're selling
How about I tell them all the truth about you Helen
How about I tell them all the truth about the yelling
All the pushing and shoving, I was living in hell then
I see the fake little smile, but nobody you're selling
How about I tell them all the truth about you Helen
[Verse 2]
Call me a pig for eating fast, but what you didn’t know, daily
Was I being force fed, by this raging lady in 2018
Use your brain and just maybe, you’d realise
I was being abused every day (eh)
'Cause I would run away, like once a week cause the hating
Was getting too much for me, it was driving me crazy
It’s making me alienated from food
But what you gonna do when your stomach doesn't have no room
So I just puke in the toilet
“Boo fucking hoo, you're gonna shove down more food
Or I'll take it out on you, get used to it (no..)
Your tablet must be a bad influence
So I’ll break this shit right on day one, bitch screw it
Break any chance you have at entertainment
These games you play must be why you are raging
And stop with the swears (no..)
Before I chop off your ears (stop.. no)
Like I do to my sons, even though they ain't kids, haha (no..)”
[Pre-Chorus]
Got sent to her house
But it's not safe out
Always mistreating me
Always just beating me
[Chorus]
How about I tell them all the truth about the yelling
All the pushing and shoving, I was living in hell then
I see the fake little smile, but nobody you're selling
How about I tell them all the truth about you Helen
How about I tell them all the truth about the yelling
All the pushing and shoving, I was living in hell then
I see the fake little smile, but nobody you're selling
How about I tell them all the truth about you Helen
[Verse 3]
Now, I got no problem with religion, remember that (nope)
Well, now maybe I do just a smidgen, because the fact
Is that she would shove it down my trap, right before I napped (Zzzzz)
She would force me to pray, and I couldn't combat
She would force me to go to church with her every time
Once we went at night, tired but I thought I'd be fine
“Raise your hand for a chance to win a gift”
Put your fucking hand down bitch, don't put me in this shit
“You, the boy right there, get up here!”
I'm in my pajamas just, wanna disappear
I awkwardly walk to the front of the church
Buddy hands me a book, and just gives me a smirk
And I swear on everything this guy knows he's embarrassing me
This is a scary scene, I hate fucking everything
Pile this on top of everything else I'm carrying
Just dug a hole, the book and you, both burying it
[Pre-Chorus]
Got sent to her house
But it's not safe out
Always mistreating me
Always just beating me
[Chorus]
How about I tell them all the truth about the yelling
All the pushing and shoving, I was living in hell then
I see the fake little smile, but nobody you're selling
How about I tell them all the truth about you Helen
How about I tell them all the truth about the yelling
All the pushing and shoving, I was living in hell then
I see the fake little smile, but nobody you're selling
How about I tell them all the truth about you-
[Verse 4]
Enough of penning this, sick energy lyrics
You're hearing the truth about what it's
Like to live with carers
Who don't actually care for you, it's nightmarish
Be fucking greateful most of yall have parents
Take it for granted, don't get your ass kicked
Don't get back handed, slapped and dismantled
Pretty light standard, but understand that
Abuse has been normal for some years
80% of total caregivers just don't care
In it for the money, they find it funny
Oranga Tamariki don't do shit to scummy
Caregivers so they get away with it
Hired Helen when she publicly hates gays and men
And abuses kids, and doesn't give shits
To anyone she offends
At least we have the last one in common
Hahaha
Because bitch it's all in
[Pre-Chorus]
Got sent to her house
But it's not safe out
Always mistreating me
Always just beating me
[Chorus]
How about I tell them all the truth about the yelling
All the pushing and shoving, I was living in hell then
I see the fake little smile, but nobody you're selling
How about I tell them all the truth about you Helen
How about I tell them all the truth about the yelling
All the pushing and shoving, I was living in hell then
I see the fake little smile, but nobody you're selling
How about I tell them all the truth about you Helen