[Chorus: Tlowe.]

Lost in my life I'm dreamin'

Still tryna fight these demons, silent, bleedin'

Man, I can't lie I've been steamin'

Guys all gettin' man heated, dumb man season

Lost in my life I'm dreamin'

Still tryna fight these demons, silent, bleedin'

Man, I can't lie I've been steamin'

Guys all gettin' man heated, dumb man season

[Verse 1: Tlowe.]

Running been running so far from myself

Thought ganja could help

But I delve farther, my father would say I’m harming myself

But I’m sharper than to carve up myself

'Cause a brudda need to spark up

Dark hearts past love hugs can’t help

Tell 'em I’ll feel bеtter on a yacht

On a level I know bеtter but I’m not

I won’t settle for anything but the Mecca

Make a boy get dropped

[Verse 2: Red Wolf]

Young as sixteen with a danked up hoodie as I'm walking with a goodie bag

Hope no garda gon' be looking past

Dotting eyes, tryna find something in a pocket that I shouldn't have

Built hype in real life it's still nice to feel like a don

But it put a target on my stupid ass

Reckless. Opps want brawls and the tides are infested

Sharks on call when times get desperate

I ain't never really done a drill in these lands

Though I've been in them bandos and witnessed some scandals

Where killers were aggro'd and grippin' their rambos

Adrenaline kickin' in, running back alley's for an exit

Strategy to leg it

Ducking mad man with a bally and a weapon

Close calls really handed me a lesson

But for now, it ain't subject for the family to mention

Shades in my path they making me paro'

Ironic I remain in the shadows

Aimed straight was the arrow of my compass

'Til it aided me down low in a trench so weighted but shallow

Luxury norms none can afford, youngins are poor

Bunking on floors, tons have endured hunger and war plus more

Leaders wanna leech upon 'em instead of educating 'em

Economic greed combined with systematic racism

Plaguing the fate of generations for ages to maintain order, allegiance

I have a roof over me fortunately, but I had to lose morals to keep it

[Bridge: Red Wolf]

Down in my trenches

As far as the Mariana for that dollar we'd be diving

Quickly learned the difference between living and surviving

[Chorus: Tlowe. & Red Wolf]

Lost in my life i'm dreamin'—dreamin'

Fight these demons, silent bleedin'

Lost in my life i'm dreamin'

Still tryna fight these demons, silent bleedin'

Lost in my life I'm dreamin'

Still tryna fight these demons, silent, bleedin'

Man, I can't lie I've been steamin'

Guys all gettin' man heated, dumb man season

Lost in my life I'm dreamin'

Still tryna fight these demons, silent, bleedin'

Man, I can't lie I've been steamin'

Guys all gettin' man heated, dumb man season

[Outro: Red Wolf & Tlowe.]

Down in my trenches

Times get desperate

Lives are ended

Lost in my life i'm dreamin', dreamin' fight these demons. Silent, bleedin'

Lost in my life i'm dreamin' still tryna fight these demons, silent, bleedin'