[Verse 1]

Stray of a happy life, praying for passing light

Weight in this water feels hadopelagic like

Wondering when all the killing pain will be pacified

I'm taking a massive dive (down)

Maybe I can't survive and lately

I've been way outta gas to try

Pushing forth, lookin' for a paradise came at a drastic price

Sacrifice, fight, safety and appetite

Wept, further soaring through the depth of the purgatory

I've seen death, I've seen glory

Never been able to ever catch my breath let alone euphoria

Ties to my passion werе chaining

The loss of my grandmother changed mе

No calm for my anger I'm raging

The thoughts of an after betray me and daily I'm fading and

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]

This sorta disorder is more than misfortune

Distorted vision to what's important

Recorded in form of song

How the pressure of depression can build towards you sinking

I promised to grow and eventually adjust

But along on this lonely adventure was crushed

And I'm sorry to those that I left in the dust

God only knows you expected as much

Through an exile I got a test trial of real life

Where you bleed for your dream to get let down

Stranded myself while I cast away friends

And it's something that I heavily regret now

One man ship overseas/oversees no passengers

I was amateur, looking for a peace on planet earth

Only to find that we've all got a war in our mind tryna keep from the feet of the challenger