Verse 1:

When I'm in the crowd I, I stand alone

You know the words but don't sing along

I got all the eyes watching, they watching me

But they don't know what I see

And they don't see that I'm just another tryna find a way

To hold on just another day

They all need cameras to see my point of view

I just need someone to turn to

I guess that I never learned and now you're not here when it hurts

You gave me the distance, and you ran away

Damn, I just need to be safe

Chorus:

I deserve the truth but you lied to my face

No matter how hard I try, was I just a jokе waiting for the first night?

You'll never wakе, so I'll never wait

Know we used to fight through the worst

Now you're not here when it hurts

Verse 2:

And all your mistakes, I don't wanna make

Promise you're here to help me escape

And I don't wanna cry, but I cry every night

Fuck my life, I think I'm down tonight

To say the goodbyes and start to take my life

It's like everyday I'm waiting for the light

And for you to notice me, but you don't need me

It hurts how you don't remember our memories

Chorus:

I deserve the truth but you lied to my face

No matter how hard I try, was I just a joke waiting for the first night?

You'll never wake, so I'll never wait

Know we used to fight through the worst

Now you're not here when it hurts

I deserve the truth but you lied to my face

No matter how hard I try, am I still a joke waiting for the first night?

You'll never wake, so I'll never wait

Know we used to fight through the worst

Now you're not here when it hurts