I have so many things on my mind

I can't seem to think shit right

I don't think there's anyone in sight

Cause all of me falls for your lies

Thought I really lost you

Man, I regret this

What do I have to do to forget this?

Why are you running all in my head?

Fuck, I just wish I were just dead

I keep making the same mistakes

Thinking I will learn from all of the hate

Fuck all the time I spent for myself

"Fuck your emotions" don't place 'em on a shelf

I can't really think straight

Why can't you be real?

Sorry if I talk to much

But damn, it's how I feel

Throwing shit at me

With these thoughts, I won't heal

Love won't save me, it's something that's not rеal

I can't really find things that's for me

"Imma take control" what doеs that mean?

These thoughts are now a huge part of me

Tryna be one, but I'm always number three

Tryna think good thoughts

But it comes out bad thoughts

Can't control my mind, I'm tied in these hard knots

Talking to god, praying to god

Why can't you just tell em? Tell em to stop

I can't find, find it all

Thinking I will fail, thinking I will fall

Tryna help me?

Naw, I'm good

You only bring bad, knock on wood

I don't know if this is really me

I can't really see, see the right thing

Going to bed at night, I can't really sleep

Thinking 'bout how, how we used to be

Why can't you help me?

Help me in the bad times

But you're not here, just bad thoughts in my mind

Thinking 'bout my future

You're leaving me behind

My life's like a pool, I'm drowning

Where's the signs?

Hanging out the edge, waiting to get pushed off

Thinking "is this it?" naw hang on, it's not all

I'm scared, screaming for help, I can't focus

Thinking I'll get saved

My thoughts leave me hopeless