Intro:

I've been feeling numb, it's time to grow up

I tried to call for help, but your too fucked up

So why didn't you tell me that is was all wrong

So then maybe I can help you not to feel so dumb

Chorus:

'Cuz I never wanted to end things like this

Now all my emotions play like a broken disc

But I cannot help you, now that your gone

How can I feel this all at once?

I'm drowning in my tears of what I have cried

But I cannot help myself all in one night

Verse:

I laughed, I cried, until you noticed me

But instead you said goodbye

I asked for some help from you, of course you just left

I feel alone in my struggles again

I fell depressed 'cuz I am a mess

It's like drowning, except everyone around you is breathing

I lived life, now I'm planning on leaving

When I'm depressed, I can't control my thoughts

My thoughts control me

I wish everyone knew that

I am so mad, I can't even talk

I even fall when I try to walk

Why can't you tell me to just be brave?

Why can't you just tell me to put down that blade?

You just left with a goodbye

Why did you do that?

Now I wanna die

Chorus:

'Cuz I never wanted to end things like this

Now all my emotions play like a broken disc

But I cannot help you, now that your gone

How can I feel this all at once?

I'm drowning in my tears of what I have cried

But I cannot help myself all in one night

Outro:

It's like you've lost something

But having no clue when or where you last had it

Because of this, I have bad habits

Then one day you realize what you lost was yourself

And trust me, it's lonely being in hell