Released on December 14, 2020

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Verse 1:

I woke up in the night, and you weren't there

But then I remember the night we were scared

He had a gun and he pointed at us

Thought we wouldn't die, but you fell to the ground

He missed the first time, this is now the second round

Couldn't take the pain when I heard that shot

And it wasn't for the best 'cause now you're gone

Chorus:

Saw you fall to the ground

Felt like I was thе one who killed you

My hands werе shaking so fast

We ran to the store but you didn't last

I was four, and seeing your death?

Fuck, he should've shot me right in the head

Should've shot me instead of you

My dumbass didn't move you

And now you're doomed

I was so scared, didn't even make it to the door

Holding your hand, man, it hurt even more

Knowing you were crying with your blood on the floor

Verse 2:

Now I learned there is no right path to take

'Cause every path you take, you will end up making mistakes

This pain is temporary, it won't go away

Can't get over the fact that I let you die

Hey Crystal, found out it was Lashi

You were the closest person to me, the person I believed in

Now I can't hold you, not even through the seasons

Chorus:

Saw you fall to the ground

Felt like I was the one who killed you

My hands were shaking so fast

We ran to the store but you didn't lat

I was four, and seeing your death?

Fuck, he should've shot me right in the head

Should've shot me instead of you

My dumbass didn't move you

And now you're doomed

I was so scared, didn't even make it to the door

Holding your hand, man, it hurt even more

Knowing you were crying with your blood on the floor

Outro:

I'm sorry, I'm sorry

I know I should've done more

But I just couldn't help myself

I was young, I was stupid

Now your gone

I'm sorry