Intro:

I'm in a hole and I can't get out

Cut out these thoughts, they're so loud

Good at overthinking with myself

I don't control my health

Verse:

Thinking bout all the times I had hurt you

Thinking bout how sorry I am if I really had hurt you

Thinking bout the times when I struggled

Thinking bout the times when no one cared, but you do

Cut myself, hang myself, its all I want

Saying I'm happy when this is just the start

I'm just saying I want a piece of your art

I'm empty and broken deep down inside

It'll get harder to hide everytime I lie

I shouldn't regret anything cuz I wanted it once

Have you had enough? My habits making me dumb

It's not my goal to change the world

And I'm not such an innocent girl

Matter of fact, I'm not even a person

To me I'm just someone who deserves this

I've been in all the wrong directions and I can't turn back

Fuck my thoughts, they just turn black

There is no next time, no second chance, no life

Don't know bout you, but I won't make it out alive

People tell me I can do it later, but to them, it's now or never

You say I don't deserve this, but why does it rain over me

I wanna close the door and throw away the key

I look in the mirror and I see me, seeing me makes me wanna leave

Keep writing lyrics to help me calm down

Looking around and I don't see you around

Only speak to someone when you see something good in them

Which means don't talk to me because, bitch, I ain't no gem

Outro:

The only way for me to see myself is to know myself

It sucks to be empty and broken

Especially when nobody can notice