Verse 1:

I don't really know all the things we've been through

Kinda got on the meds, there's nothing I can do

How can you tell me to fight and push through?

If you were in my position you would do this shit too

You came into my life just to walk away

Can't really stop when I hold the blade

If I ever leave will it cause you pain?

Or will you throw our memories in the lake?

I don't understand half the shit I think

Can't even rest, can't even blink

Please tell me this is just a dream

Is this real or this a fakе thing?

It's more scary than it may seem

So don't sit there and call mе crazy

If I told you who I was, I bet you would leave

So don't try to say you were there for me

Chorus:

I always believed every lie, please tell me why

I just don't know how open up, it's not that I'm shy

Wanna get the knife and stab myself so I don't feel no more

You said it'll be ok and I got to fight more

Then you left on me, what was that speech for?

Verse 2:

I'm sleeping, hoping I'll die tonight

If I'm myself will you stay the night?

Said I hurt you, I never meant to

Then you just left, leaving me bruised

Knowing you hurt me too, felt fucking used

You made me realize that I never truly deserved you

Yes, I know I got people to stay for

But why would I stay for people who won't stay for me?

I'm done with this, don't want no more

This pain won't stop till I rest in peace

Overthinking shit bout how you feel

But all this time you weren't real

I'm so sick of feeling broken, all I did was force it

This whole time I was just seeing your back, watching you leave

Figuring this out, it's hard to believe

Believing your lies is all I achieved

But thanks for the pain that you gave to me

Chorus:

I always believed every lie, please tell me why

I just don't know how open up, it's not that I'm shy

Wanna get the knife and stab myself so I don't feel no more

You said it'll be ok and I got to fight more

Then you left on me, what was that speech for?

Outro:

All I did was give and

All my friends are fake and

All they did was break

So no I got no fate