What’s holding me down is a form of torture

That was touching my there then

And still reaching me now

Will I escape it

I’ve tried a thousand times

Oh, how can you lecture

Me on my life

When I’ve been to hell

Well I don’t need anyone to tell me

I’m not trying to be something better

Then what I was

So here I am suspend

Locked in my room and stuck in bed

At least I’m alive

But still I’ll have

Nightmares that tonight

Will be the same as last night

It’s the same same fight we have every time

Escaping Amman

I’ve tried a thousand times

And fell a thousand times

And it’s adding up

So add it up