Released on January 17, 2026

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[Intro]

Yeah

Aye

Big up Jamie Welford

It’s realkidj


[Verse 1]

I remember Mr Chad’s words to me “don’t rush greatness”

But man I took too long so now all I can do is chase it

I got a couple things I gotta get up off of my chest

I’m not expecting you to fuck with this


[Verse 2]

I know this life has gotta be a test the way the world is quizzing me

Can’t tell a friend from a fake and man mistakes are killing me

It’s strenuous I’m not sure how I keep my spirits up

I gotta focus on my health before my life goes tits up

I wish I had supporters that would buy my music on a disc

Not sure how long I got left so I’m willing to take the risk

So much I wish I could say I couldn’t put it into words

Some people took advantage cause they knew I was hurt


[Verse 2]

I’m losing sleep for my dreams and for an ounce of respect

From the underground scene they got their own boundary set

The pages don’t like to recognise the place that I rep

I’m not a copy of Feng man I’m completely myself

But man I got my regrets like all the shit that I said

Not dropping Medium Rare got Gr33c up in my hair

But now I don’t have much hair left so I can’t get distracted

It’s such a task to keep composure when I’m getting so stressed


[Outro]

I’m not the same guy that you met back in 2024 man I got older

I ain’t holding onto past mistakes they changed me for the better every time I’m in the booth man my bars are colder

I’d be back in five years just to restart the process

The next song’s a single you already know this

But I’ll probably hate the sound of it

(Yeah man fuck)