[Intro]
Yeah
Aye
Big up Jamie Welford
It’s realkidj
[Verse 1]
I remember Mr Chad’s words to me “don’t rush greatness”
But man I took too long so now all I can do is chase it
I got a couple things I gotta get up off of my chest
I’m not expecting you to fuck with this
[Verse 2]
I know this life has gotta be a test the way the world is quizzing me
Can’t tell a friend from a fake and man mistakes are killing me
It’s strenuous I’m not sure how I keep my spirits up
I gotta focus on my health before my life goes tits up
I wish I had supporters that would buy my music on a disc
Not sure how long I got left so I’m willing to take the risk
So much I wish I could say I couldn’t put it into words
Some people took advantage cause they knew I was hurt
[Verse 2]
I’m losing sleep for my dreams and for an ounce of respect
From the underground scene they got their own boundary set
The pages don’t like to recognise the place that I rep
I’m not a copy of Feng man I’m completely myself
But man I got my regrets like all the shit that I said
Not dropping Medium Rare got Gr33c up in my hair
But now I don’t have much hair left so I can’t get distracted
It’s such a task to keep composure when I’m getting so stressed
[Outro]
I’m not the same guy that you met back in 2024 man I got older
I ain’t holding onto past mistakes they changed me for the better every time I’m in the booth man my bars are colder
I’d be back in five years just to restart the process
The next song’s a single you already know this
But I’ll probably hate the sound of it
(Yeah man fuck)