UPDATE - Intellectual

Yeah

I made this song for myself and an update on my life

I want to finally let you know I'm doing alright

I do struggle with filming videos, it's been a fight

I manage to do it though, but its not the way I like

I push myself to do it, so you guys can be happy

It makes me happy to know I can make people start laughing

It makes me angry, the fact that I can't give what you're asking

The problem is I got no motive, my motive is lacking

I wanna give you what you want, but I can't do it

I'm afraid my channel is fading and ima lose it

Camera on, my negativity needs to cool it

I'm sick of not having motive and making you go through it

I want you all to know, I'm doing good

Uploading can happen more, I know it could

Fixing up my life, I know I should

I hope you understand, I know you would

Update on my life

The views and subs are going up

It's getting crazy

I've been getting closer to god

All I want lately

People who support me

Are starting to play me

If I don't do what they want

Then they begin to hate me

No love, no respect, on many of my days

I regret a lot of the things I write and I say

I feel like there's more in life I could've gave

The feeling of running out of time, I get often and hate

Been recording videos for more than half a decade

And I still got people around me who throw shade

I've opened up over the years and I am not afraid

I hope it doesn't end with me destroying everything I've made

I want you all to know, I'm doing good

Uploading can happen more, I know it could

Fixing up my life, I know I should

I hope you understand, I know you would

Update on my life

I know it has to happen but I don't want it to end

I don't know how many more years I can extend

I don't even know how many years I can spend

It's not my choice, it's gods, so him I'll depend

I don't know what happened

Maybe I'm just getting older

Maybe maturity's coming and it's getting closer

I'll do what I can with the little youth I have left

But I gotta be ready for my life ahead

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