I’M LOST - Intellectual

Yeah

Take me back to the old me

Who wasn't lonely

Way before I saw myself changing very slowly

Sick of chilling with the people who don't even wanna know me

Why we talking you is just another phony homie

It's hard to be you when nobody likes you

That's why I put on a mask so they might do

I'm bouta to drift away, I mean what's new?

Everything is what I have, not what I lose

When did I mess up?

When did it go wrong?

I've been looking for that love

But it takes long

When do I get to stop writing sad songs?

Fix my heart so it can finally beat calm

Running in directions I don't even know if they ending

Wondering if I'm losing all the money that I'm investing

Thinking that a normal life is something that I should invest in

Scared that if I don't then everyone gonna leave me like the rest did

I'm lost

And I can't find my way back on my own

Lost

I'm lost

And I can't find my way back on my own

(That's why I'm lost)

Yeah

What does it take?

To make a better person out of somebody that wasn't one?

I don't know if I'm the one

Thoughts feel like a loaded gun

Send bullets that bouncing off the walls

Hitting feelings cause they ain't got no where to run

Yeah

I can work as hard as I can

But at the end of the day it don't feel like I would execute my plans

My life is falling outta my hands

I ain't got no where to go, that I can't stand

Making too many mistakes

Cannot catch a break

Double everyday

It's like raps my only getaway

Feeling all this pain

Why does one day feel like everyday?

Rapping on many tracks but it feels like no one wants to hear what I say

I know God hears me

But no one else hears that

Is that why I'm lost?

I'm lost

And I can't find my way back on my own

Lost

I'm lost

I can't find my way back on my own

Yeah

That's why I'm lost

I'm lost

And I can't find my way back on my own

Lost

I'm lost

And I can't find my way back on my own