I thought I had you in my arms

I thought we'd make it through the dark

I thought our feelings would never change

But love isn't built on kissing games

What seemed like forever now is whatever

Addiction to thinking about the past

Cutting history to tell the facts

But now they're fading, and all I'm left

Is speculation, so I digress

What seemed like forever now is whatever

I thought I'd never have a space

Where I could live and meditate

I had deferred to where you wеre

Fear of rejеction, so absurd

Now I can't quite recall your words

A distant memory, it's kind of blurred

Time is doing its mighty work

And granting me the chance to learn

What seemed like whatever now is forever

Oh, I confess, I'm not the best

At seeing the big picture

Oh, I was so stressed, my life a mess

I thought I always suffered

Oh, stuck in my head

Helpless attempts at piecing life together

Oh, all these events, they were no end

There's so much more to follow...