[Verse 1]

Set me on the gallow but I'm sorry that I terminated

Got no lifesaver when I got my life toxicated

Medication often, tired of the chronic case

Major like a 20, even people say, I kinda guess

I've been in the tunnel while I don't see the tunnel-light

I'm looking for some help, the demons gotta call demise

I was on my circle, the reason that I can't define

Got my body crucified, still I'm tryna realize

Time is up, shut the mouth and black tape it

Homicide, grab a seal, they gonna blame it

Grew up on the solitude with my eyes open

I can see the tearouts, they make me lose my vision

Do I hate my life? I do it for the living

Did I choose my life? Nope I was got chosen

If I'm breaking down, maybe that's a close end

Stop me at the moment when I'm ready for the motion

Trust me, well I wasn't scared by the violence

The fear of losing, crying in the silence

Rage outta pain, that's the same kid

Tried not to fight, they started so I did

[Hook]

I've been through the days I was dying for the flow

I was waiting for some patience, they told me not to kill

Got a chance to blow it but the mind wasn't right

Now see me going lucid cuz I know I truly will

I've been through the days I was dying for the flow

I was waiting for some patience, they told me not to kill

Back into the time, so empty, found nobody

I'll be living with it all, no matter how it feels

[Verse 2]

The loads and the strain on the brain of a 17

Member when I was doing great, no clattering

Never liked the concept that I got this outta vanity

Funny how that rival said I treated like a family

Even though I talk a lot, I don't like to talk it back

Modesty you got, everybody tryna hit it back

Few turns left, see my body's cold

Can't take my life, I'm still on my own

[Hook]

I've been through the days I was dying for the flow

I was waiting for some patience, they told me not to kill

Got a chance to blow it but the mind wasn't right

Now see me going lucid cuz I know I truly will

I've been through the days I was dying for the flow

I was waiting for some patience, they told me not to kill

Back into the time, so empty, found nobody

I'll be living with it all, no matter how it feels