[Intro]

Damn, I cannot believe that you are gone

I'm still thinking it’s not true

The pain that I feel is really no fun

I feel like a man without a clue

This is the only way I can process my pain

So, in tears, I wrote this for you Arit, hoping it ain't true..

[Verse 1: Dope]

So what about the days that we talked about

And what about the nights that we talked about

You said that you was almost done with school

Then you would come around and we would make music that is cool

I said, okay, I'm down with that

Now my heart is like a flower that is now withered

I’m so depressed right now, so repressed right now

Mixed feelings, pain, shame, I'm so vexed right now

You're such a lovely soul

Why did you even go like this, I don't know

And I blame God, the Devil, life, death, the Cops

And probably everyone that I know

Last summer you was close to me

I don't know why I let you drift away from me

When I was sad, you would spend the day with me

And anytime I was sick, you would pray for me

Can't imagine what your Mom is going through right now

Can't imagine what your Dad is going through right now

Can't imagine the pain, the hurt, the guilt

That your siblings and cousins are all going through right now

And I hate the fact that I will never see you again in this life

How could you have died after all the FUTA strife

Phew!

[Hook: Dope]

This pain won’t stop, this hurt just won’t stop

Anytime that I think of you, a part of me stops

This pain won't heal, this hurt just won’t heal

Anytime that I think of you, my heart just freezes

[Verse 2: Dope]

I recall vividly we used to text

You were not a fake cheek, girl you were the best

If I didn't text first, you would text me

Next to my sister, girl you were my bestie

In person tho' we never spent time together

But I cherished you, way more than I cherish my cheddar

I remember one day it was cold outside then I told you

"What a perfect weather!"

For two, oh, why did God take you

I heard someone survived the crash, why not you

I blame the Cops, they stopped your bus

And didn't let you go till you got killed by that truck

With failed brakes, I failed babe

I should have sensed in my spirit

Like shoulda got a feeling that Arit was in trouble

And was in danger of getting killed

I shoulda Known, I feel I shoulda known

[Hook: Dope]

This pain won’t stop, this hurt just won't stop

Anytime that I think of you, a part of me stops

This pain won't heal, this hurt just won't heal

Anytime that I think of you, my heart just freezes

This pain won't stop, this hurt just won't stop

Anytime that I think of you, a part of me stops

This pain won't heal, this hurt just won't heal

Anytime that I think of you, my heart just freezes

[Outro]

As I write this, I remember the things we said

The things you said to me, the things I said to you

The pictures we took, memories we made, the laughs we had

ARIT, you're forever in my heart, FOREVER IN MY HEART