Sometimes I don't want to live to impress

Sometimes I want to lay down my head

Put a bullet through my temple

So that I could be dead

Sometimes

Sometimes the only reason I stay

Is the reason I don't want to

So it all feels the same

Feel like it could all dissolve

And still think nothing will change

Sometimes

But it hurts me if I hurt you

So I won't do that

I'll just feel sad

Sometimes I wish I wasn't so good

Sometimes I want it all to be over

'Cause life can be so heavy

With the world on your shoulders

Sometimes

Sometimes I don't meet expectations

And when I talk to God

It doesn't feel like meditation

I know I let you down

You don't want to say it this time

'Cause it hurts me if I hurt you

So I won't do that

I'll just be sad

It would kill me if it killed you

So I won't do that

I'll just feel sad

So sad