How It Really Is

By Ready4jerri

On Born Again

Released on January 29, 2021

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[Intro]

(Jerri ‘bout to fuck this one up)


[Verse 1]

Yeah so what of course I was there

Got beat up real bad y’all didn’t really care

Grateful my life and on that that I swear

Kept saying the truth they didn’t wanna hear it

Bleeding real bad wounds don’t near it

Locked in a place way dirty than a bear pit

Everyday a struggle and the end I feared it

My mind back home cloak I wear it

Gotta understand what I’m saying is real

Can’t express the feelings I feel

Circle turning round as a wheel

Hits from the side and the back I was kneeled

Not just a product stamp with a seal

Days went by still had no meal

No food no water dying for real

‘Bout to explode my body’s on tilt

Hearing footsteps that raised my heartbeat

No hospital or a pharmacy

Nigga half dead you leave him you gonn’ flee

No excuse whatever you’ve done to me

Man I need help yo where was the country

Climb to the top looks like a endless tree

Blessings blessing falling over me

Kissed the ground landing overseas

You apologized you can rot

My thoughts my weapon stashed in a vault

I’ve been through dirt it wasn’t my fault

And still some of you will say it’s my fault

Compared to a fly a web I was caught

Now it is over battles I’ve fought

I’m still here what the hell did you thought

Same dude vintage clothes that I rock (still here)


[Verse 2]

Mama don’t cry he will come home

This is the chance I can’t be alone

Get my ass out the warzone

Man I enjoyed my Styrofoam

Impressed myself that I’m making songs

Please from now on watch your tongue

I was beat up in prison what did I do wrong

Fake OG isn’t the strain I’m on

How far will he go save his own son

I’m asking you questions not done

Worst case wouldn’t take long

Fuck all the bullshit move on

I’m Born Again respawn

Started at night finished at dawn

When everything is right I’m outta town

All of my fails can’t even count

Was dancing and singing to James Brown (as a kid)

Led to the music gold I’ve found

Cuffed to the ground middle of the crowd

Won’t make any different how loud I’d shout (shh)

I’m sorry for all is he dead is he not

Aimed at my face but no bullets were shot

You say you got scars (huh)

Lots

You think you a rapper

Yes, watch

Done writing at night i’m back in the morning

Putting this out

This shit is alarming

Another location

Sight is a garden

Walk go to piss

Held by a warden

Multiple tests

Acting all charming

Think you a saint

Next level naughty

Said who I was

No more of shawty

Who is with me really nobody


[Verse 3]

We do make mistakes I am not a fool

Wearing black and red I’m incredible (incredible)

Chained to a fridge like an animal (chained to)

Feeding you drugs no Tylenol (drugs)

Was I threat not at all

Nigga I need a new phone to call (now)

First things first, running off

Wasn’t myself

What’s the cause

Demons

Always two sides of the story

Saying the truth is mandatory

Arrangement process waiting for it

Against my will lock and load it

After this song think about it

Met the wrong people he ain’t violent

Hell on earth not an island

Murdered this beat one minute silence