[Verse]

Keepin' a smile is tough

Because I never feel like enough

Also I've been dealin' with some sad stuff

Mama never cared all she wanted to do was puff

She got Ryan in handcuffs

Then I kicked him in their car and locked it

But I forgot I had his drug money in my pocket

And I liked to be alone that was always my motto

Choosin' faith is never auto

Threatin' to drive off a ledge

Because he didn't win the lotto

Givin' the pipe another blow

But little did my mom know

He was cheatin' on her with anothеr girl

[Chorus]

Strugglin' with PTDS

It's hard to sleep

When I got all these dеmons inside of me

And sometimes I can see

But lately I've been strugglin'

[Outro]

Lately I've been strugglin'

Strugglin' to keep a smile

Strugglin' for a little while

Sayin' they don't like my style

911 on speed dial

Never endin' like I'm runnin' miles

So lately I've been strugglin'

[Chorus]

Strugglin' with PTDS

It's hard to sleep

When I got all these demons inside of me

And sometimes I can see

But lately I've been strugglin'