(Verse 1)

I'v been contemplating going out when you least expect it

No notifications, no warnings, and not even a message

And i’v been thinking bout going out on my peak peak regime

While I spit them sweet sixteens

All I wanted was to be pristine

Maybe drink myself away like I'm Leaving Las Vegas

I know a lot of people hate me I'll do them some favors

And to the people who claim to love me really who would miss me?

Cause I dont have time to deal with fakes when I be turning 60

Matter of fact maybe i’ll join the 27 Club

Cause i don’t want the reaper to have the privilege to send me up

Or down, no matter where I go i’ll make sure I end my pulse and brain

Hell i’v been fire so long i’ll just suffer while I'm engulfed in flames

That's when you'll ponder whether the pressure had me break and crack when

I just tapped out ‘fore I maxed out as a car crash waiting to happen

Much rather cut myself than have these people cut me down

Mind a machine but I won’t hesitate to shut it down

(Hook)

I’m so committed till I commit it

Suicide (4x)

(Verse 2)

Taking no days off I promise baby that’s my mantra

But when I do i’ll blow my brains out like you blow some ganja

Born in 1998 death date still undetermined

But i’ll go out on my own terms before my body’s burning

Cremation got me thinking bout when i’ll cease to exist

And i’ll plead to fifth it’s been lingering on my temple lately

Don’t wanna be diseased, disenfranchised, and have people flock to my bed

Just keep it simple with a shot to the head

I’ll pull a Pac and Big and pull out while still in the show

I'll probably slit my wrists and throat

No need to make no missing posts

Cause even though I'm gone I lived life to most enjoyment

Inject a smile until it becomes a lethal dose of poison

Prefer to hang myself than find out what the future holds

Cause once I go achieve my goals

I will have nothing to live for

I'll give that TLC to my son or daughter and wife

But I won’t hesitate to pull a gun to slaughter, goodbye

(Hook)