Falling - Intellectual

[Intro: Sin Rip & Tha Roka]

What, where was I?

The fuck you talking about man? Nah, where the fuck were you, huh?

[Verse 1: Tha Roka]

Where you were when I fell apart crumbling?

In the dark my wounds are bleeding with the falls like a waterpark

I'm fighting hard, I need a break

I've given you my all, how much more you gonna take?

'Cause 2017 left my whole world shook

Said goodbye to my sister for the last time it took

Every single muscle I had to maintain

But her death hit me harder than a fucking freight train

I got issues, baby face I miss you

Tell your coochiе when I get up therе I'm gonna kiss you

Sad he's going to say goodbye to the butterflies

I am heartless, my life is a lullaby

No one hear with me, I beat myself up

Scars everywhere, it's got enough to fill a damn cup

I got a bone to pick, where’d the fuck you go?

You ran away and let the demons ransack my soul

Where were you when was I falling?

Screaming to you from this empty place

But you weren't there to help me

Through this pain I live with every day

Where were you when I was tryna get my mind right?

Mentally defeated and tying a rope tight

Man, I feel blessed at times, and other times I wish I woulda just died tonight

'Cause everything after that was a heartache

I'm battlin' with situations that will make the darkest heart faint

Shit, I got scars for days and everybody wonder why I hate the world today

'Cause you pissed me off so when I set it off

I'm the angry black man with a Molotov

He ignites it quickly like the Holocaust

I just want five to ten minutes

With the man that I once called a violent pigger

You was a bitch then, you're a bitch now

You have a grandson, he won't come around

Unless you dead in the ground with a stiff frown

Leave flowers where you lay

Maybe then I'll smile

Where were you when was I falling?

Screaming to you from this empty place

But you weren't there to help me

Through this pain I live with every day