[Verse 1]

I keep pretending you're not real

I watched you crumble into fear

Was I blind or was I drunk?

Was I everything above?

And now you're singing in the rain

[Verse 2]

I brought you flowers in the spring

Lilac colours I would bring

Was it all just a game for me to entertain?

It made me feel like I was small

[Verse 3]

But now it's over and I'm clean

And all the things that we have seen

They all come rushing fast

Memories from the past

Now I'm back where I began