Dyed your hair blonde and you hopped on the first flight to London

You post so it looks like you don’t have a care

Now that we’re done

And I break down, want to text you but I don’t cause I know deep down it’s over

New friends and nights on the beach

Are you kissing her like it’s me

Throwing all the parties that you use to hate

I can tell it hurts, you’re no good at being honest

I guess I’m just scared, this is what you always wanted

Pretend that we’re okay, breaking every promise

Sometimes I think we make it worse, competing for who’s happy first

Who's happy first, are you happier

Remember that night I ran into your friends at that party

I played it so cool bet you they never knew I was dying

Did you break down,wanna text me, did you hold back 'cause you know it’s over

New friends and nights on the beach

I kiss him it feels incomplete

Going to the parties that I use to hate

I can tell it hurts, you’re no good at being honest

I guess I’m just scared, this is what you always wanted

Pretend that we’re okay, breaking every promise

Sometimes I think we make it worse, competing for who’s happy first

Who's happy first, are you happier

You made me happy first, I made you happy first

Who's happy first, are you happier

You made me happy first, I made you happy first

Memories that feel out of reach

I miss you I just let it be

Going to the parties that we use to hate

I can tell it hurts, you’re no good at being honest

I guess I’m just scared, this is what you always wanted

Pretend that we’re okay, breaking every promise

Sometimes I think we make it worse, competing for who’s happy first

Who's happy first, are you happier

You made me happy first, I made you happy first

Who's happy first, are you happier

You made me happy first, I made you happy first

Sometimes I think we make it worse, competing for whose happy first