Released on September 3, 2020

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[Intro: Munya Murapa]

The chains of the hive mind that seek to pull me out, bleach me and sentence me to the blind side...

They seek to seal my mind's eye...

That I may not exist as, "I"...

....but rather, as a statistic...


[Bridge]

Overseas, I'm going through hell

Shoulders deep, I drown in the well

So it seems, I can't even tell

Potpourrie, I'm hiding the smell

Woe is me, I'm losing my self

Knowingly, I'm locked in a cell


[Pre-Hook]

I can feel the pain, I can feel the pain

I can feel the cold, I can't see the rain

Think I lost my soul, I don't feel the same

Think of letting go, you won't see me 'gain


[Hook]

I can feel the pain, I can feel the pain

I can feel the pain, I can feel the pain

I can feel the pain

I can't see the rain, I can't see the rain

I can't see the rain, I can't see the rain

I can't see the rain

I can feel the pain, I can feel the pain

I can feel the pain, I can feel the pain

I can feel the pain

I can't see the rain, I can't see the rain

I can't see the rain, I can't see the rain

I can't see the rain


[Background Hook]

I'm just tryna figure out why

I can't put shit to the side

Everyday I cry

'Cause I put my heart in my grind

'Cause I put it all on the line

But can't see so much as a sign

God must be taking his time

God must be taking his time

(God must be taking his time, yuh)

I'm just tryna figure out why

(I got a lot on my mind, yuh)

I can't put shit to the side

(Drop it and call it a vibe, yuh)

Everyday I cry

(I might not be here tomorrow, no)

'Cause I put my heart in my grind

(So I get it all in my prime, yuh)

'Cause I put it all on the line

(I got a lot on my mind, yuh)

But can't see so much as a sign

(Wish my life came with rewind, yuh)

God must be taking his time

(There's so much that I wanna do)

God must be taking his time

(Too much to fit in the time)


[Verse]

I can feel the pain

I can see the snow, I can't see the rain

I can't heal a thing, I just feel ashamed

I just lock 'em out, thoughts are still the same

I done lost my mind to the the fallen time

Life get hard again, mama where the rope?

I give in to blame, I look at the razor

...I look at my life, think I might erase it

Nothing keep me going, mm

Except for my girl and all my homie, mm

'cept for God music all my family, mm

Tryna be all I can be but the weight of the world start to weigh in on me

Outta touch, outta mind, outta sight

Outta peace, outta faith, outta line

On my knees, try ignore as hard I can but...


[Hook 2]

I can feel the pain, I can feel the pain

(I can't feel anything)

I can feel the pain

(I can feel everything)

I can feel the pain

(I can't feel anything)

I can feel the pain

(I done lost everything)

I can't see the rain, I can't see the rain

(I can't feel anything, oh nah)

I can't see the rain

(I can't feel anything, ohhh nahhh)

I can't see the rain

(I done lost everything)

I can't see the rain

(Me, pain and a wedding ring)


[Bridge]

Overseas, I'm going through hell

Shoulders deep, I drown in the well

So it seems, I can't even tell

Potpourrie, I'm hiding the smell

Woe is me, I'm losing my self

Knowingly, I'm locked in a cell


[Outro: Munya Murapa]

But rather, as a statistic...

As a sequence of letters...

As a bee that serves a queen...

That cannot see...

...and cannot fly

....and cannot f— (*gushots*)