[Intro]
It’s 5:33 A.M
And just to be precise
I’m awake again
I’m drinking and ignoring my advice
I’ll be lying to my mom
’Cause she needs to sleep tonight
And I’m blessed to be so loved
But, I’ve been dealing with some things
That I conclude I must suppress
Before I blame myself, you see
I’ve made some stupid damn decisions
Love is blind, and that was me
Mm, and I’m not sober anymore
I’m supposed to be
(Blind, and that was me, hm)
[Verse]
These espresso martinis going down like water
I need to call my dad, come collect your daughter
I've swallowеd all those pills like a lamb to the slaughtеr
I’m tapped in the corner in pain
Some things have changed me
Things have changed me, things have changed
Enough to make a good girl go insane
I called this album dark (I did)
It wasn’t just the chords (Oh, oh)
Forgive me if it makes you feel uncomfortable at all
[Pre-Chorus]
Mm-mm-mm (Mm, mm)
Mm-mm-mm (Mm, mm)
Mm-mm-mm (Ohh)
Mm-mm-mm
Mm-mm-mm (Ohh)
[Chorus]
Been so down, been so low, been suppressed
You see a good girl’s drunk and overdressed
Yeah, I’ve been so self-obsessed
There’s a war going on inside my head
I’m gonna tell you all about it
And who knows, maybe one day we can laugh and smile about it
In the state I'm in right now, I think I’d have to highly doubt it
If you, if you, if you, if you’d like
Ignore the words, the songs will still be fire