See when I look around

It’s only demons by my side

Only closest friend I ever had

Was me, what a surprise

Capitalize all of the pain

Making me sane, running me dry

Stood in my room

Made a monsoon

Showed me the truth

Made me alive, put on a mask

Feeling the drive, kill it with pride

Dead or alive, demonetizing the voices

In my head wanting to guide

Like is it worth it?

Do I sell my soul just so I can live so perfect?

Have pussy on my face ‘cause Lucy be tasting perfect

Sniff my sins away, numb the pain that used to surface

Yeah, the world is mine, but that shit still get me nervous

I know you wanna talk, but overall is it working

When it feels so good to have it all with no purpose

Call me Al Pacino, fucking with the best and that’s for certain

Talking from my mind ‘cause my heart be sounding nourish

Took three years to find myself and now it’s working

Soaked up tears of pain and neglect, and kept on searching

Chose the path that drove me mad and now I’m learning, man

Fuck your ethnicity, you think these niggas help me flourish?

I’m just so glad, how niggas thought that I was worthless

Gather a plan, even my dad can see me merging

Externing, complexing, conforming

Y’all niggas is testing my patience

Ya better keep up I ain’t giving a cursive

I don’t know, ugh

I feel controlled, ugh

Like I’m attached like a puppet being poked, ugh

It’s just strings gathered ‘round another soul, ugh

You believe who you are

When you really don’t know

I click my feet three times, wish I was home

Oddly enough, that’s the place I never go

Trapped in three walls, four corners, and one door

Darkest relay, so I foreshadow my galore

And once more, I never ever thought before

The man in the mirror makes it clearer for what’s in store

My deepest emotion stuck in a trance with whom I’m open

With epiphany, no sympathy to who I be

As I bleed, my currency

Pockets getting deep

Humbling the inner beast

Taking over the abruption

Feeling so corrupted

Now, who the fuck am I?

Somebody tell me something

Ahh!

Ha ha ha ha ha

I’m in control now

Ha ha ha ha ha ha...