[Verse]

Before the night end, I just want to say

I don't think I want to stay, think I need to go away

Maybe I'll be back, no, I won't, can't decide yet

If you see me lying in the street, you can by pass

Live fast, die slow, this the life that I chose

And my heart still froze, but my brain want to go

Run away from this life, run away from what I own

But I cannot hide, and I cannot cope

I'm complacent, time to face it, c'mon Jay, you can take it

You don't need to fake it, you don't need to lie

You can make it, give it everything you got, even if it break you

Laid up with my baby, I think that she hate me

But she said love me, she don't want to date me

She just want to save me, she just want to change me

Maybe I'm just more, insecure about it lately

I don't know how to love, I don't how to trust

I don't know how to say what I feel

I don't know what my worth is, I don't think I'm worth it

Wait until the feelings that I hold start to surface

And I'm destined to be depressed, you can thank my dad, I ain't mad

Did the best with what he had, wishing we could just laugh

Look, I'm always in the past, I am always looking back

I can never see the bright side, only see the bad

I am not a good guy, but I try

Tears in my eyes every time I see I've been the worst thing alive

There's a reason that I cry when they stay by my side