Initiation - Intellectual

[Intro]

I’m a fucking monster

For some reason I don’t get that

Yea I wanna spit facts rather than chit chat

Feeling lost, but nobody ever gets that

Can’t find my soul, roll it up, so I can get clapped

When I’m sober, I'm a loner, and i be getting older

I'm going mad, I'm in my bag, I'm feeling blue like Grover

Stuck in my past, it fucked me up, I swear my life is over

Knife to my back, death on my path, I feel him getting closer

[Chorus]

Yea I been falling down now, (ugh)

I never stopped, it’s been a while now

Seeking help but I don’t know how

Vivid thoughts deep in my head, it’s bout to go down

How could you leave me, all alone, wow

Blood in my eyes, I’m a menace, yea I'm hell bound

I fucked around, man I’m so foul

So I smoke away the pain until I pass out

[Verse]

Man I suck at livin'

I keep playing all these women

I get caught up in feelings

When instead i should be chilling

Cutting off my friendships

Lost my mind like Jimi Hendrix

All these problems, list is endless

Get me out, how do I end this

Jumping to conclusions

Love for me is an illusion

Thought she want me, but she fucking other niggas

You confusing

Don’t know how I do it

Got no answers, bitch I’m clueless

I’m a clown, I’m looking foolish

Fucked me up, and now I’m ruthless

Told you good riddance

Step back, keep your distance

Don’t up my jack cause you know I won’t listen

But you were persistent

Your words were explicit

Said I wouldn’t make it

Told me keep on wishing

But I got ambition

Yea I got a vision

Yea I’m on mission

One day, I'll be winning

Yea I keep on living

While you keep on switching

From nigga to nigga

Man who am I kidding?

Hold up right there, yea I’m sorry, let me intervene

Get your head out my fucking ass, human centipede

Niggas acting ed, voices in they head, doing speed

I’m the walking dead, better run ahead, I been freed

My takeover lethal

You can’t be my equal

My actions are evil

I don’t fuck with people

Ya be acting phony

Ya niggas baloney

Just know when I make it

Don’t act like you know me, (ugh)