Gone - Intellectual

[Chorus]

I’m feeling lost girl, don’t know what I need

Between liquor and drugs, I don’t think I can see

Yea I know I fucked up, girl, just know I agree

I’m the reason you left, you can put that on me

I know that I could have given you time

I was selfish, and reckless, lied straight to your eyes

Late at nights I would go out, while you stayed and cried

I’m mess, I confess, don’t know how I’m alive

My first real love, yea I did that girl wrong

Tried to fix what I did, but too late cause she’s gone

In my dreams, see her face, in my arms she belonged

Tried to hit up her line, she told me carry on

I don’t believe in love, I don’t believe in love

My heart keeps breaking, so Imma just give it up

Deep in my feelings, yea used to be feeling stuck

I used to care, but right now, I don’t give a fuck, (Uh, uh, uh)

Don’t give a fuck

Out on my fuck shit, my heart it be freezin up, (Uh, uh, uh)

Be freezin up

I don’t deserve it, my heart is all beaten up

What did I do to deserve this?

I knew I was worthless

You gave me a purpose

My life’s a circus

My mind is messy, I fucked up her life

My actions were sketchy, you asked, I denied

Emotions were heavy, all we did was fight

My love is deadly, I’ll know I’ll be fine

I just keep thinking of what’s wrong with me

My heart says it needs you, my brain disagrees

You got you a new piece, I’m mad, jealousy

But I can do nothing, I just let it be