[Intro]

Yo, Yeah, Oh

Tell I flexed on this one

[Verse 1]

Ayy, ain't been the same since I got kicked out onto the streets and was homeless

Yeah, only 15 feeling trauma my momma was not in the picture to hold me

Yeah, I was alone with the clothes on my back and a skateboard to ride to the homies

And I made a wave by couch surfing and writing these lyrics don’t act like you know me, act like you know me

Thought I found a family but I had dip out due to secrets

Please don’t say you love me and not really mean it

Not gonna announce what happened for a reason

I’m followed by those demons and I’m still bleeding

God tell me why I’m cursed by other generations

I been feeling so addicted to everything and I hate it

Wanna find another buzz the night after getting faded

So I put it your hands knowing that you're gonna break it, oh lord

[Chorus]

Oh lord, oh lord, oh lord, oh lord

I feel it, I feel it, I feel it, I..

Ain't been the same since I, Ain't been the same since I, Ain't been the same since I

[Verse 2]

Yeah, ain’t been the same since I left the relationships that were just toxic

So much it cost me

Not only purity but my mind and myself I straight up lost it

I wasn’t cautious

Dialed the suicide hotline with tears in my eyes and no options

Locked in the bathroom like that helps my problems

Rinsing my bloody arm under the faucet

I’m feeling nauseous

Puke in the toilet and flush it get up and head back to my room

Talking to God about heaven just praying that I’m gonna make it there seeing him soon

Handful of pills that I wanted to swallow for some reason I just did not follow through

God if you heal all the pain that I hold in my heart I’ll drop everything to follow you

I promise you

[Chorus]

Oh lord, oh lord, oh lord, oh lord

I feel it, I feel it, I feel it, I feel it, I...

Ain't been the same since I, Ain't been the same since I, Ain't been the same since I...

[Verse 3]

Yeah

Ain’t been the same since I got saved and joined a church

Ain’t been the same since I heard God told me my worth

Ain’t been the same since I seen leaders put in work

Ain’t been the same since I sprouted up from the dirt, yeah

Oh hey how you doing

Holy Spirit in me with the influence

I’m forever changed you can miss with me confusion

God told me it is finished conclusion

Young Jedi with the yoda

Devil hella mad and tried to roll up

God hit him with the *shot* when he showed up

Got me feeling like dame Dolla at the moda

Hold up

Lemme wake em up from the coma

Morning

Caffeine on the beat like Folgers

Coffee

Yeah we be the front line soldiers

Woke up this morning knowing my story isn’t over like

God

[Chorus]

Oh lord, oh lord, oh lord, oh lord

I feel it, I feel it, I feel it, I feel it, I...

Ain't been the same since I, Ain't been the same since I, Ain't been the same since I

Yeah