...wishful thinking - Intellectual

[Hook]

If there’s one thing that I know

I’ve been blind to all my friends

Everywhere I ever go

I keep trying to defend

Something I don’t wish to

Me growing out of this is simply wishful

Thinking ain’t no issue

When I’m in the streets, I dry my eyes and look official

Loud by the fistful

This cool kid right here is no joke

This cool kid type professor woke, uh

Hoe, I’m still on the block in my burgundy coat

With a blindfold on I’ll still serve any foe

With my mind gone I still be superb with a flow

Still a python, right on

I’m on another level, bitch, I revel in the underground

I need no medals or metals to make me fucking proud

Give me an instrumental and a pencil, watch me buckle down

Then I’ll present with you with my mental, I’m not fucking ‘round

If there’s one thing that I know

I’ve been blind to all my friends

Everywhere I ever go

I keep trying to defend

Something I don’t wish to

Me growing out of this is simply wishful

Thinking ain’t no issue

When I’m in the streets, I dry my eyes and look official

Loud by the fistful

I’m sick of crying about my life

I know where I should go

To end this cycle, I must try

A different road

And I know that it sounds simple (yeah)

But progress is incremental

Guess I’m still the same face

Still the same everything every damn day

Stuck in a loop I can’t break

I keep running in circles

These rings ‘round my eyes keep on getting more purple

I stay on my back like a turtle

But this apathy’s hurtful

I must grab onto happiness like I actually deserve to experience more than this poorly written act

Crawling out of bed and then dreaming of getting back