I wish to begin with a kiss*

And find the evergrey

To flood, to fill one more delusion

That satisfies my woes...

One dream, one breath

One more flat line to pace

Another night I tolerate

The filthy shit that seems to be my face

Another night goes by...

I need a sound

I need a voice that speaks my name

A different eye to recognize

The tortured fiend that used to be myself

Beneath my secret smile

I lick my curse

Another fading light

Another night

I wish, to become the machine I so despise

And feast on cries

To dissolve and fly

And drown inside my ugly lies...

I wish to sleep

I wish to smile

Deep down inside

I wish to covet my denial

It's growing darker with each breath