Released on August 16, 2019

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{Verse 1}

What do you want me to be?

Oh, you want me to be something that isn't free

Oh, you wanna lock my mind up

Oh, you wanna take my time up

Oh, you wanna take my life out!

Look, people lie to us

Tellin' us what's gonna get us to the top

But all it did was make us drop

All it did was make us stop

Next thing we knew, we were holdin' a mop

I lie about somethings i say

I ain't always happy everyday

I don't always wanna wake

I don't always wanna take

I need to stop for my sake

Life ain't a easy piece of cake

I just need a break man

Sometimes i feel like i'm alone

I'm trapping myself inside of my zones

I can't leave what i'm doing because it's my home

And i ain't even gonna try and pick up that phone

Just because i rap a little sad don't mean i ain't gonna come back

Don't mean that i'm so stressed that i'm mad

Don't mean i'm gonna be what i had

Don't mean that my life is so bad

{Chorus}

I lie, i lie, i lie

I'm not gonna go and hide

I lie, i lie, i lie

I'm not gonna go hide

I'm not gonna waste your time!

{Verse 2}

I'm stuck in a loop in my mind

Ima rap the pain i find

Even if its not always kind

And it ain't always gonna be timed

Not every thought will be signed

Sometimes i lie to myself

Questioning whether or not this will help

Questioning whether or not if this is me or somebody else

(Somebody else)

See a smile on my face, don't mean it's real

I don't think you understand the pain that i feel

Sometimes i don't know

Sometimes i can't pull a show

Sometimes i hold on to my hope

And sometimes i let it go