Released on April 29, 2019

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[Intro]

MTM, hit 'em with the heat


[Verse 1: Ramirez]

Sometimes I can't sleep, 'cause the shit I think got me up

Drown myself in the sadness that I feel with the help of a pill cup

Long days, long nights, I fight, tryna use up all my might

Can't figure out if I'm wrong or right, stuck in the darkness, I cannot find light

Pullin' the rose, straight out the garden, watching it die

Beauty is pain, but pain is something that's ugly and rotten inside

Sit by your bed, feelin' too helpless, there's not much to do but sit there and cry

Rip up your letters that give me the reason, but never the answer to why


[Chorus: Ramirez]

Nooses hang, bodies drain

Find a vein, it's all the same, carry the pain

I stand alone in the pourin' rain, shackled in chain

Try your hardest to remain, as well maintain

Nooses hang, bodies drain

Find a vein, it's all the same, carry the pain

I stand alone in the pourin' rain, shackled in chain

Try your hardest to remain, as well maintain


[Verse 2: Ramirez]

Don't hold me back, just let me go, same as the river flows

Watch the wind just take me, everything I love that stayed back home

I can't trust nobody like I trust myself and trust my chrome

I carry around my problems inside of this styrofoam

I've been thinking of a way to end it all right where I lay

Everything I pleaded has been unanswered, so I don't pray

I'll be sitting here and hopin' that you don't leave and you'll stay

Fall into my vices, I just watched myself dig my own grave


[Bridge: Ramirez]

All-night to the centerfold

Wishin' I could express, but I don't know

Deep in love in your mind with a no-show

Don't step outside, let me lay low

Life got me down in a chokehold

Don't shed no tears when I reload

No killedr will shine on a rainbow

This heart of mine will remain cold


[Chorus: Ramirez]

Nooses hang, bodies drain

Find a vein, it's all the same, carry the pain

I stand alone in the pourin' rain, shackled in chain

Try your hardest to remain, as well maintain

Nooses hang, bodies drain

Find a vein, it's all the same, carry the pain

I stand alone in the pourin' rain, shackled in chain

Try your hardest to remain, as well maintain