Released on June 30, 2018

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[Intro]

I wasn't planning to stay

I turned to leave and you looked my way

It's something deep in my soul

Darling, burning all out of control

Then you invited me to take your hand

You invited me

You Invited

So like, this is a story about me and a girl's conversation

Imma start from what she said and then i'll go into what I said

This is her point of view


[Verse 1]

Roses your favorite flower was a rose

I’m afraid to say my thoughts cause i'm afraid I'll get exposed

I’m trying to be the best that I can be

For you I would climb mountains, for you I’d do anything

And I’m tired of feeling all alone

These days and nights I’m counting until you can come back home I’m trying to get our bond together, I think about our memories and how we said forever

It’s a long long long long road and I can’t promise forever but I promise I’m the one

And I’m tired of being messed up and abused I tell you that I’m leaving but you know it’s never true so when I finally get up and delete the phone thread

I’ll think about you repeatedly till my phone's dead

Pessimistic realities made your colors show, I guess that my friends were right maybe we’ll never know

But if it’s meant to be then I know that it surely will be

And if it was a blessing then I know one day I will see maybe the grass ain’t always greener but it sure does grow

Should I revive old roses or should I let them go?


[Verse 2]

Look nah just let it go

Cause this flower's now a burden, she shouldn't be the one hurtin'

Cause her rose has been wilted and every mistake I've forgiven

No amount of regret could replace that fact that I'm willing face

A year and a half gone to waste

Everything goes at your pace

I’m solvin my problems today

I’m hoping you’ll answer me straight

What were we?

She's given hurtin' to me and even though I'm the victim persecutions all that I see

I hope you got that

Look imma just let it go cause old things won’t be new and broken flowers ain't gon grow

It's a long way ahead and maybe silence is needed

I'm down on all my defenses right now I'm empty and bleedin' and I've been trying to walk straight on a road that has been steadily winding

I’ve been aching and bleeding this hasn’t been satisfying

Look I'm alone in this world and I accept that it's true

The imperfection in my garden all just started from you, dang