I need structure, more instruction

So  I don't run to self destruction

I  need promise and I need hope

I need modest, 'cause I can't cope

I need motion when I'm against the ropes

When  I am broken, be my antidote

Evolution  in the making

Used to break shit, now I make things

And  next time my heart is breaking

Or my brain hurts, I won't break things

When I'm running out of steam

I need balance and belief

When  I falter to my knees

Now I know just what I need, I need