I wasted days, I wasted nights, I wasted days

Thinking

I wasted days, I wasted nights

Thinking

I texted late the other night

Hoping you would hit me back but

Quickly had some second thoughts

That made me hit the back button

What's my motive

My agenda

Having conversation with you

I broke the boundaries last encounter

When the cadence cut through

The air like a knife

Why was it so quiet then

It didn't feel right

I struggled days before

Wrestling my thoughts cause

I was still bleeding from the news sprung

Hearing - - - - had hit another man

Don't bother asking why I cared

Cause I still don't understand

Why it left me so impaired

I couldn't function days afterwards

Still searching for the words

But I left it that

Knew the only way to make things right

Was to get back

That's why I set this up

I knew it was wack

I let my anger lead me off of the track

Now I gotta live with this forever

Can't take it back

And cause of that

I wasted days, I wasted nights, I wasted days

Thinking

I wasted days, I wasted nights

Thinking

Damage control

I try to ease the tension

Texting your phone

One time, two times

Not so much as hello

I wait it out

You probably busy I get it

On social media

I'm scrolling and then

Would you look at that

Look who posting 17 posts

Now it's clear

I feel like a ghost

But then again

I was always doing the most

Meanwhile you couldn't care less

That's just how it goes I guess

But to be completely honest

I can't go all in

With no feelings attached

Maybe you accustomed that

But If there's no love

Then we got nothing

Felt so rehearsed

I tried feel something

But

My mind

My soul

My heart were all at war

That's why I left so quickly

And slammed my door

That's why when you act like things are fine

And simply ignore

Everything it confuses more

And I

I wasted days, I wasted nights, I wasted days

Thinking

I wasted days, I wasted nights

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