Rough Sketch; Long Gone

By Rakeeesa

Released on July 7, 2024

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[Verse 1]

I live life like a dead man, Rekeeesa thaDoomsday

I’m a ghost man, I’m gone man, I’m gone

Never test me on sharpness, now that I’m losing my eye

I feel like everything is gone, I’m gone

I see the future blurry, and the whites turn blacks, productivity stops

Because the black mind is far gone

There is no hope for me because I’m not a Christian, I free-think

So I can’t be in the chess game, they will keep me as a side pawn

My only hope, it’s on the Elidad and Dartеys

When I’m gone, make this world a bеtter place for fellas

I leave you with the monks spirits, they will aid you build towers

The world is not for anyone, but everyone deserves it

My only dream was to try and make a meal for cowards

After my eye closes don’t weep, bury all sorrows

Just keep your heart crossed, and love one another as if they were you

Use unity to fix hollows

I may pass on, but my spirit will be at the banks of Jordan

I may not be a believer, but I had a feeling for the orphan

I could feel my heartbeat when love fingers hit the organ

The love Isaac had for Rebecca might explain where I come from

I’m not blowing trumpets, probably the numbered angels will do that

I stood to heal the world, and the world couldn’t heal one

I’m firmly pressed, life won’t pass the cheque

So I pass the check’, and I’m all gone

Let’s say I’m all gone, if I’m asked to come again, I will bargain well

I will choose the richest parents, without money love doesn’t fit well

I wanna be the kid who plays with diamond, golds, and pearl

I wanna be in mansions, not houses, dungeon, cell

Without wealth, I couldn't hold my dreams well, they did fall

The only mistake I will never do is to approach and fail twice

I came in quiet, on the second time, I ring bell

I wish I had another, we only live once, YOLO


[Verse 2]

After days and nights of thinking, I know God is a liar

He told you he will bring your friends back, Lisa and Maya

From the dead? He can only do it on the twenty-fourth hour

Zero zero, if you don’t understand, go ask your papa

God and his time? Doesn’t exist, Pappy Kojo is the realer

Love man and hate God, cos God doesn’t give food

The only food he gives is hope, hope doesn’t water flower

You waiting on him? Then you can stay dead, on the sofer

Jesus resurrected on the third day, and my great gran died forever

Some god who cursed generations will surely kill for pleasure

Humans are the opposite sons of God, we all die in a manger

Fuck the stranger who came to spread rose on lily flower

The books are supposed to give me hope, but they give me more pain here

I have to quit breathing and leave my loved ones, oh dear

My loved ones will join me, but they won’t see me or hear

Me, because a loving god made it taste sour

This is from my heart, Lucci really going mad

I cannot see where the lamp is, just wandering in the dark

Painting white and painting black, but I only see the black

Oh the compass is a blast, so I walk forward and back

I don’t really understand, why the need to give a blood?

After putting me in a garden with no security checkpoint

You still had the guts to test me with a deadly sniper, what?

Now you killed me and my entire family, and I suppose you are glad

Some god, some god we worship, I’m tired of the dates and courtship

Threw myself off-board in your friendship, you can kill me or drown that friendship

But you should realise I don’t come cheap, you made gold and gold is expensive

Not here to fight you, I’m not violent, that your cruelty, I don’t want a sip

Arrogant then and arrogant now, both new and old testament you are shit

Master I’m tired of giving a fuck, my only prayer now, you come quick

You are overstretching the elastic and never tearing, can’t you see that all this bullshit?

You better connect the lines, and make this handwriting cursive