[Verse]

I been thinking in my head

As I’m layin' in this bed

My twisted reality has caused me constant dread

I mean, I’m cool, never too hot or cold

And I’m always fed

Write a letter after letter to old self like I’m Ed

Jaw breaks

I’m trapped inside my vices, think I need to Shawshank

I wonder if the love I give is something she can take

Don’t need to make an ass out of assumptions she can make

She knows that my love for her is deeper than the lake

Out in Siberia

I’m hearing her

Afraid to make mistakes from her past that put the fear in her

Chi-town baby, can’t just walk around my area

Don’t care if you Chewbacca or your momma, they gon rob you for them commas

I been reading scripture

Sometimes I don’t see God, but I know that he’s seated with us

Upset I don’t have the ability to see the picture

He made my skin thicker, but my mind is in a mixture

But then my Genesis has got me seeing hidden figures

Now people seeing my abilities, I been that nigga

I’m not afraid of the fame, all the shit is filler

But if I get 7 figures, that’s when people switch up

I got a handful of people that I’m calling my brothers

That’s not including my father or brothers

Sisters and mother

I never chase a dream cause even nightmares exist

If you don’t like the way I move, then you’re dismissed

[Outro]

And I want what I can’t have

Ten toes, but I’m down bad

So bad, I can’t laugh

All that’s passing is another fad

These thoughts made me go mad

Wrote them in a pad

Fhat