Bleached out my head, tried it again

What was I looking for?

Lonely again, time is my friend

Blue boy is all I know

Colors will run, body stays numb

Who am I searching for?

Shine from the top, a teenage stop

It gets me through the door

Cussed out my mom, she was so mad

Thought we'd be better now

Was it something I said? The words left for dead?

A colorful ending bow

Chemical drop mixed in a cup

You think you understand

Watering hole, gather around

Stick to the fucking plan