[Verse 1]

Try to hold myself together

So that no one ever sees me fall apart

I'm so scared of happy endings

That I never wanna let the story start

[Pre-Chorus]

My self-love and my self-hate

And my best friends and my best day

And it's not great

But it's okay

'Cause talking leads to crying

Leads to both of us deciding

You should stay

[Chorus]

The voices I've been hearing in my head

Are more believable than anything you've said

Don't tell me that it's bad timing

When it's really that you just stopped trying

If you wanna leavе then go do you

Don't wanna hear another fakе excuse

Don't tell me that it's bad timing

[Verse 2]

I've been staring at the ceiling

Going crazy and I'm losing track of time

All these seconds turn to minutes

Turn to hours but they'll never make you mine

(Never make you mine)

[Pre-Chorus]

My self-love and my self-hate

Maybe want you back in the worst way

And it's not great

But it's okay

'Cause talking leads to crying

Leads to both of us deciding

You should stay

[Chorus]

The voices I've been hearing in my head

Are more believable than anything you've said

Don't tell me that it's bad timing

When it's really that you just stopped trying

If you wanna leave then go do you

Don't wanna hear another fake excuse

Don't tell me that it's bad timing

'Cause you've always been the better liar

And you're lying to yourself it's true

Whatever happened to just me and you?

Don't tell me that it's bad timing