Deteriorating

By QWUH

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It all works out for the best, they say

No games, no play, just beating the race

Beaten down, rebound up and find your own place

No longer background the protagonist way

I've made it through it all and yet I'm still thinking smaller than I

Could be, I could be reaching it all and yet I'm

Here carrying the weight of it all

Until my back breaks then I'll lean on the wall because

I never back down, 'cause I'm a Taurus

I don't respond well to a moral chorus

And I'm taking my time, now, I'm taking a tour

Of what I almost left before the final applause

I nеver thought about the future past my possiblе spouse, and see I

Never thought I'd be here without someone else

Because I count my days by the care I've given

And I never think about the opposition

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I'm only here for the pleasure, 'kay?

Obey the heart just to fuck with the brain

Bedstain that you left that I still haven't changed

'Cause I'm hoping something can be arranged for us to

Keep it going like I know we always could

But our different perspectives kept us misunderstood, so now I

Keep it going like a flame with no wood because I

Can't imagine living without feeling your good, but now I

Know to only expect what I've been shown, and if you

Want to keep me here making you moan, well then you

Better think about your values and tone, because I

Can't be number two, I want to go for the gold

Because I'm shining, golden, in the water floating

If I'm too much for you I'll give you some ibuprofen

If you stay dizzy from the constant motion, then

Go and find something more comfortable and

Let me go

Let me go

Let me

Go