Released on April 18, 2025

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[Verse 1]

I can see again

The black spots in my eyes are wide open

And they are wandering, wandering around the room

I drove through the rain

Fourteen hours in isolation just to be home again

And it was all the same

All the same, anyway

Nothing lost, nothing gained

It was all the same


[Chorus]

And it didn't hurt me

I am not your hurting

I am not my history


[Verse 2]

I can breathe

Through the anger in my chest that has latched to me

My lover, you are not to blame

Not to blame for anything

I can feel again

The cold touch from a window blows like a javelin

And if it's new to me

Is it all the same, all the samе to you?

Some lies, some truths

Is it all thе same, all the same anyway?

Nothing lost, nothing gained

Is it all the same, all the same anyway?

I am drawn to you, but you were drawn away


[Chorus]

And it didn't hurt me

I am not your hurting

I am not my history


[Outro]

(You gave what you could)

Okay, I'm gonna do one more

Yeah, mark that one