Mental Cacophony

By QueenSilver

On Finding Myself

Released on June 7, 2020

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[Verse 1]

Sadness from loss, sadness from fear

The reasons are many, not always clear

Feelings unwelcome, hard to justify

Admission advised, no weakness implied

Face the source, understand the cause

Realistic in a sense, just take pause

Assess the facts, change what you can

Determine how real, and when it all began

Find the bit of joy you hide

Spur embers of hope, buried deep inside

Find satisfaction, in small things to begin

Wider each day until you start to grin


[Chorus]

Sadness creeps, occupies your soul, into crevices, taking hold

Lonely thoughts, ignite the fire, ever intense, mental mire

Doubting strength, to break the rut, feeling helpless in your gut

Trust survivors, they'll help out, can’t do it alone, still cred no doubt


[Verse 2]

Replaced in time, imprinted forever

New moments, new images, uniquely clever

The mind holds on, to ideas and dwells

Changing tenderness, to hardened shells

Alone while awake, alone in your sleep

Yearning for compassion, pity, you weep

Hunger for acceptance, hoping answers to appear

Move on they say, the direction unclear

Awaken your senses, arouse dormant feelings

Realize your full potential, there are no ceilings

Have faith in you instincts, control what comes next

Guided by wisdom and confidence, savor the effects


[Chorus]

Sadness creeps, occupies your soul, into crevices, taking hold

Lonely thoughts, ignite the fire, ever intense, mental mire

Doubting strength, to break the rut, feeling helpless in your gut

Trust survivors, they'll help out, can’t do it alone, still cred no doubt


[Verse 3]

Deep from within, depression sets in

Not sure where to begin, amidst all the din

Why endure pain, life's not worth living

There's nothing to gain, no use in trying

Control surrendered to demons unleashed

Depression is an addiction, a horrible beast

Within your grasp, there is help at last

Answers within your clasp, if only they are asked

Help all around, disguised as chatter

Distill the sound, hear only what matters

Trust higher powers to be saved from abduction

Deny acceptance, avoid total destruction


[Chorus]

Sadness creeps, occupies your soul, into crevices, taking hold

Lonely thoughts, ignite the fire, ever intense, mental mire

Doubting strength, to break the rut, feeling helpless in your gut

Trust survivors, they'll help out, can’t do it alone, still cred no doubt