[hook; jaer]

They keep asking shit bout my m00d

They tryna give me motivation

I'm a station of sadness

If you love me so much

Why do you wanna change me?

I am myself and you don't have to hate me

I don't wanna go outside

I just wanna isolate

Afraid of my reflection

Shaking when it haunts me

I don't wanna see myself

I don't wanna see my face

Horrifies me every time

Every single fucking time

[verse 1; quancil]

Every single fucking time they tryna give me motivation

I'm just sittin here avoiding every single conversation

Every singlе word i say is ruining all my reputation

I hate talking to all peoplе maybe i'm just too impatient

But i keep on

Searching for purpose of life

Thinking of leaving and saying goodbye

Cuz my life is a mess that just can't get alright

And i'm making this music to stay on the line

Forgot bout my friends they forgot about me

My person is nothing i want it to be

I just drown in complexes i'm always so mean

And i can't change myself cuz the world is so real

[hook; jaer]

They keep asking shit bout my m00d

They tryna give me motivation

I'm a station of sadness

If you love me so much

Why do you wanna change me?

I am myself and you don't have to hate me

I don't wanna go outside

I just wanna isolate

Afraid of my reflection

Shaking when it haunts me

I don't wanna see myself

I don't wanna see my face

Horrifies me every time

Every single fucking time

[verse 2; jupiterkami]

It don’t take much to lose your patience

Said much means that we back to the basics

I must not fret as i’m keeping my cadence

Forgetting the ones who loved you that’s blatant

I saw the tears in your eyes

Water of lies

We winning no prize

What a disguise

Said we alright

Waiting the night

Reminiscing our thoughts

Under no light

No time

In my mind

I feel

So blind

My soul

Confined

I’ll fight

Mankind

Wait for me i’ll start again

I have to make up my amends

I’ve lied to all of my friends

And i dont wanna do it again