Produced by @indradela

Feature by @killdownpour

> hook (quancil)

Nothing's ever true what i believe in

Never in my life i was succeeding

Nothing's ever good for me what i'm recieving

Just forget about myself cuz i'll be leaving

What's the meaning what im seeing

Being what i don't wanna be achieving

Dreaming where i wanna show all my feelings

Healing all the wounds i've gotten for competing

> verse 1 (quancil)

And it's like that to the end

It's been ages since i heard a word from any of my friends

I don't know if i can fix it but i'm too afraid to change

All that work i need to put in while i could be fucking crying in my bed

Why do you wanna change me

Why do you hate me

You can never see the pain

Im going through im fainting

Done explaining

Take whatever is remaining

Just fucking kill me

I dont fucking care cuz you betrayed me

> hook (quancil)

Nothing's ever true what i believe in

Never in my life i was succeeding

Nothing's ever good for me what i'm recieving

Just forget about myself cuz i'll be leaving

What's the meaning what im seeing

Being what i don't wanna be achieving

Dreaming where i wanna show all my feelings

Healing all the wounds i've gotten for competing

> verse 2 (downpour)

Girl you got me frozen

Choking, no words spoken

Do you know what's fucked up?

Yeah the way that i've been coping

And i feel like i'm better off dead

Tryna get rid of the voices in my head

So i've been on my own

For way too long, too long

So maybe when i wake up you'll be right there

Baby, when i break up, you don't fight fair

No, no

It's cause nothing's ever true that i believe in

Baby i've been fine, you're decieving

Fucked up so this evening, i'm leaving