[Chorus]

Lit a cigarette and jumped into bed alone

Them drugs is kickin' in and my bottle's gettin' low

I thought, "What if I just burned down this home?"

Laid back and watched the flames, least I'd go out with a glow

'Cause I try, yes, I try

But now I'd rather swallow these pills 'fore I swallow my pride

Yeah, I try, yes, I try

But as I hold this forty-five, all I see's my mama's eyes and I cry

[Verse 1]

Just did my final line through the straw that broke the camel's back

'Cause I glare up in the mirror, I see a demon staring back

Try and run towards the light, but I'd rather fade to black

And they say the future's bright, but it keeps on spotlighting my past

So I feel beat down, strеssed out, tryna fit in, but I'm left out

Just closed my еyes and seen Heaven's gates, I swear to God I feel blessed now

When you come to face defeat, it put strength up in the weak

So I'm lyin' here just smilin' as these tears roll down my cheek

[Chorus]

Lit a cigarette and jumped into bed alone

Them drugs is kickin' in and my bottle's gettin' low

I thought, "What if I just burned down this home?"

Laid back and watched the flames, least I'd go out with a glow

'Cause I try, yes, I try

But now I'd rather swallow these pills 'fore I swallow my pride

Yeah, I try, yes, I try

But as I hold this forty-five, all I see's my mama's eyes and I cry

[Outro]

Lit a cigarette and jumped into bed alone

Them drugs is kickin' in and my bottle's gettin' low

I thought, "What if I just burned down this home?"

Laid back and watched the flames, least I'd go out with a glow

'Cause I try