Released on March 30, 2021

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[Part I]


[Chorus]

And it's all a game

I'm the only one, who else should have your name?

Fall in love until it's not the same

If you lose me, don't you take the blame


[Verse 1]

Yeah, uh

When it's all said and done, it's much easier done than said

All I see is blue when you leavin' it all on read

I don't wanna talk through it, I already got through it

So stop askin' me if I need a moment again

I need a moment alone, but I've seen some moments extend

I'd rather sabotage my heart than to see it broken again

So I- uh, self-sabotage (Yeah)

Everything I'm hidin' is the reason that I camouflage

'Cause would I still be in the picture if we had to turn the cameras off

Put my hands together and pray that I'd get some damn applause?

Uh, it's unlikely

Notice the more that I put myself down, the more everybody like me

So I never win, you, me, them, I want fuckin' everything

And once I get it, I know that I won't feel like anything

It'll be the same as before

I don't wanna play this game anymore

Yeah


[Chorus]

And it's all a game

I'm the only one, who else should have your name?

Fall in love until it's not the same

If you lose me, don't you take the blame


[Part II]


[Bridge]

I just hit refresh again

Like “maybe this time, it's gonna change”

Sitting here and clicking buttons

Like it's all a fuckin' game


[Verse 2]

I'll admit that I'm insecure like my fuckin' track

Sometimes I say "I love you" just so I can hear it back (Back)

Maybe that makes me fuckin' toxic

I been on the same shit, I been so obnoxious

Passin' through the matrix since we left for college

I gotta be patient, I don't see you often

At least we can FaceTime, hold you when we have a chat

Forgot how you feel, I got accustomed to the shattered glass

Yeah, a thousand miles from home

Made me feel like we're together even when we're all alone

I'm ungrateful, why the fuck do I complain?

My subconscious always hit me prematurely with the shame

I'm alive, I been lookin' for a dead end

Thinkin' it'll keep me safe

But if I stop bein' afraid to lose

There won't even fuckin' be a game


[Outro]

And it's all a game

I'm the only one, who else should have your name?

Fall in love until it's not the same

If you lose me, don't you take the blame