[Intro: Uncle Howie]
That's It, that's it
Yo, this is Uncle Howie
And this song is very dear to my heart
[Verse 1]
My world was a broken scene and a broken home
Broken dreams, and an open throne
My world my mother doing her best at avoiding doom
Me and my brother sleep on a cot in the boiler room
My world was a line of welfare from food stamps
And Moms working a shit job to feed her two champs
My world was my cousin leaving the Earth in a hearse
And my Pops reappearing only to make matters worse
My world was watching Dad beating up on Mama
Bringing his girlfriend to the house increased the drama
My world was divided once Mom broke out
Took Jay with her, left me a mind full of doubt
My world was discovering the bullshit sittin' broke
With dad smoking and sniffing coke with different folks
My world was stealing from Grandma for Dad's bad habits
And my cousin John died a heroin addict
My world was a beat down for bad answers
And I plotted Dad's murder, God knows I had chances
My world was a stepmother three years older then me
God was at the door and the Devil was holding the key
[Chorus]
We all got a story to tell, well here's mine
Told Ma the rhyme, she was on the phone in tears, crying
Can't imagine why I'm against incredible odds
Wrote a letter of complaint and sent it to God
I never asked to be born, but I've asked to die
Never asked for this shit, so I'm asking why?
What's the purpose of life if you can never prevail?
Tell me what should I expect when I was set up to fail?
[Verse 2]
My world became a planet in the dark sky
Blood opening the senses of a shark's dark eye
Bad spirits is following the Sandero sun
With voices in my head saying, "Son, you better run"
Nine different schools and nine different apartments
Made my mind dark but I'ma shine regardless
And that's when the thought of dealing crack came
And I rhymed just to rhyme as a fan in the rap game
My gun in the innocent face that approached us
Now the cops surround the cafeteria like roaches
They found the .45 and the banana clip
But the bundle of crack was hidden under Anna's tit
Written letters to the judge, Mother's talk would work
A slap on the wrist and now I'm free to walk the Earth
But she soon got tired and thought that I was hopeless
So I had to sleep on D's couch, I was homeless
Upon a rock in a hard place, gotta drill through
When a stepdad said, "Spick, I'm gonna kill you"
I don't understand why God puts us through pain
Cast me in a storm and left me standing in the rain
[Break]
(Left me standing in the rain)
(Left me standing in the rain)
(Left me standing in the rain)
(Left me standing in the rain)
[Chorus]
We all got a story to tell, well here's mine
Told Ma the rhyme, she was on the phone in tears, crying
Can't imagine why I'm against incredible odds
Wrote a letter of complaint and sent it to God
I never asked to be born, but I've asked to die
Never asked for this shit, so I'm asking why?
What's the purpose of life if you can never prevail?
Tell me what should I expect when I was set up to fail?